Sunday 1: Introspectre
Jan. 18th, 2007 09:46 amFIRST POST! Roleplay is now open.
Please hide long entries behind lj cuts. Thank you!
Modified posting rules (titles):
Day, number, title.
So:
Monday 1: A bright morning
the next post on the same day would be
Monday 1.2: Out and about
Following post:
Monday 1.3: An encounter!
(you can go on indefinitely...Monday 1.235 is an option...)
Next:
Tuesday 1: On the street
In the event of a mission, add Mission # to the title. So - Monday 1: Mission 1: The ant farm (location of mission)
The next week would be:
Monday 2: The day after
Monday 2.2: Cold cereal and cigarettes
Etc.
Thanks be to
pichi for revisions on this.
Aya was doing something that he rarely did, although no one was around at the moment to see it.
The smile felt awkward on his face, the corners of his lips pulling at the dried clay of his cheeks and chin.
He fingered his naked ear and looked to the table beside his bed. A single gold shaft lay in its center, under the canopy of the lamp and beside his alarm.
His sister was awake. She was home.
He was no longer Aya.
He was Ran. Again.
Or maybe he had always been Ran.
His face settled back into its familiar mold, smile fading to neutrality.
He hadn't thought he would be like Omi, where the name Takatori held such meaning. He hadn't thought that it would matter, aside from the constant reminder of a past that was so starkly different from his present. No matter what he or his teammates chose to call him, he was the same person.
Wasn't he?
But Aya's eyes, his sister's, told him otherwise when they looked so earnestly at him. She remembered someone else, someone her brother could barely remember being.
He didn't care, but for a brief moment he wondered if his teammates could remember to call him Ran. He had told his sister that he had taken her name for a time, to keep her present and with him, but the Aya they knew and the Ran she expected him to be - well, he was afraid that she would be able to see the truth of himself as Aya stripped open in their eyes.
Perhaps, he reflected, it would be better if she knew.
The thought made him grip the fabric on his bed.
He wished he could see her now. She was here, she was living, he could make her laugh if he opened his door to find her. But he had told himself he would let her live, and grow, in a space not smothered by his presence.
At least, as much as he was able.
His eyes flicked to the sword on his dresser.
How long, he wondered, could he keep her sheltered?
Kritiker had changed leadership. There was a new contact, and a new leader. How well could this new entity protect them?
Manx had promised that his sister would be under Kritiker's care, at least as much as was safe for the organization's interests. But Manx was gone.
It didn't matter. She had spoken for their employers, and as far as Aya was concerned, he would hold them to that.
Slowly, he released the sheets and picked up the book he had been reading a few moments before.
"In order to grow, flowers must be planted in fertile earth. The earth is like your past. It's made of the same material as the new life it will give birth to, but it cannot be resurrected. Till your memories like the earth, but let them rest..."
Please hide long entries behind lj cuts. Thank you!
Modified posting rules (titles):
Day, number, title.
So:
Monday 1: A bright morning
the next post on the same day would be
Monday 1.2: Out and about
Following post:
Monday 1.3: An encounter!
(you can go on indefinitely...Monday 1.235 is an option...)
Next:
Tuesday 1: On the street
In the event of a mission, add Mission # to the title. So - Monday 1: Mission 1: The ant farm (location of mission)
The next week would be:
Monday 2: The day after
Monday 2.2: Cold cereal and cigarettes
Etc.
Thanks be to
Aya was doing something that he rarely did, although no one was around at the moment to see it.
The smile felt awkward on his face, the corners of his lips pulling at the dried clay of his cheeks and chin.
He fingered his naked ear and looked to the table beside his bed. A single gold shaft lay in its center, under the canopy of the lamp and beside his alarm.
His sister was awake. She was home.
He was no longer Aya.
He was Ran. Again.
Or maybe he had always been Ran.
His face settled back into its familiar mold, smile fading to neutrality.
He hadn't thought he would be like Omi, where the name Takatori held such meaning. He hadn't thought that it would matter, aside from the constant reminder of a past that was so starkly different from his present. No matter what he or his teammates chose to call him, he was the same person.
Wasn't he?
But Aya's eyes, his sister's, told him otherwise when they looked so earnestly at him. She remembered someone else, someone her brother could barely remember being.
He didn't care, but for a brief moment he wondered if his teammates could remember to call him Ran. He had told his sister that he had taken her name for a time, to keep her present and with him, but the Aya they knew and the Ran she expected him to be - well, he was afraid that she would be able to see the truth of himself as Aya stripped open in their eyes.
Perhaps, he reflected, it would be better if she knew.
The thought made him grip the fabric on his bed.
He wished he could see her now. She was here, she was living, he could make her laugh if he opened his door to find her. But he had told himself he would let her live, and grow, in a space not smothered by his presence.
At least, as much as he was able.
His eyes flicked to the sword on his dresser.
How long, he wondered, could he keep her sheltered?
Kritiker had changed leadership. There was a new contact, and a new leader. How well could this new entity protect them?
Manx had promised that his sister would be under Kritiker's care, at least as much as was safe for the organization's interests. But Manx was gone.
It didn't matter. She had spoken for their employers, and as far as Aya was concerned, he would hold them to that.
Slowly, he released the sheets and picked up the book he had been reading a few moments before.
"In order to grow, flowers must be planted in fertile earth. The earth is like your past. It's made of the same material as the new life it will give birth to, but it cannot be resurrected. Till your memories like the earth, but let them rest..."
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Date: 2007-01-21 07:03 pm (UTC)Aya-Chan looked up at the familiar voice and smiled. "Even if I had forgotten how to cook, Ran-Niisan," she countered, "I'm sure it'd still be a lot better than anything you could whip up. Unless you've miraculously learned how to cook?"
She held up a small stack of finished pancakes for inspection. "Plus," she added, turning back to the stove, "I've taken a look around the kitchen, and there's nothing here. Any cooking is better than eating nothing for breakfast."
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Date: 2007-01-21 09:24 pm (UTC)"Can I help you?" He asked instead. He wanted to be near her, but felt awkward, like he was a bit in her way. He was unused to not feeling sure of himself, and it was because he'd always had a reason to be who he was. Now, his reason was here, with him, and he didn't know how to be who she thought he was.
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Date: 2007-01-21 09:50 pm (UTC)"Do you think this is enough?" She asked, almost as an afterthought, indicating to the five heaping plates of pancakes. "I wasn't really sure how much you guys eat."
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Date: 2007-01-22 12:40 am (UTC)It was a strange thing, he mused, that when he had needed to feel a connection the most he had barely acknowledged his teammates, but now, at the end of it, when he had Aya-chan returned to him, she was awakening him to the presence of the members of his team. He was becoming more and more aware of just how not alone he was through his sister's awareness.
He eyed the pile of pancakes, and gave a wry smile. "Probably not," he half-joked. His teammates could eat a lot. He took the place settings from the cupboards and drawers and set them on the table.
Then he frowned. The pancakes would be stone cold and inedible by the time Ken and Yohji either woke up or dragged themselves away from whatever drivel was playing on the TV. He opened his mouth to order Yohji upstairs, then glanced at Aya-chan. Half-irritably he checked himself and went down to the mission room to fetch his teammate.
[RAN leaves for SUNDAY 1.2]
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Date: 2007-01-22 01:40 am (UTC)He also made a point of getting another beer out of the fridge. Just because he was responding to Ran's commands didn't mean he had to completely abandon his previous itinerary.
"Smells fantastic Aya-chan," he said with a deliberate grin, before flopping down at the table.
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Date: 2007-01-22 01:46 am (UTC)He forced himself to breathe in a calming breath and to ignore Yohji's baiting. "Where are the others?"
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Date: 2007-01-22 01:52 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2007-01-22 03:10 am (UTC)Surely that was common sense. Yohji, for whatever indiscernable reason and cruelty of fate, seemed to be more easily forgiven by everyone than Ran.
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Date: 2007-01-22 03:29 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-01-22 04:06 am (UTC)He did not have to be this irritating.
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Date: 2007-01-22 11:55 am (UTC)Omi closed the door behind him and headed to the fridge for a bottle of water. His eyes and smile were livelier, and a comfortable shade of pink flushed his face from the exercise, though he suffered no shortness of breath. Omi did enough sprinting and running on the job alone to keep his endurance high. Half an hour of light running was just the thing to jump start his energy levels and give his mood an extra boost.
His smile faded off as he caught sight of his teammates at the table. Good that they were there, but Ran looked irritated. “What’s going on in here?” He asked as he twisted the cap off the water bottle.
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Date: 2007-01-22 03:16 pm (UTC)He picked up the newspaper and buried his head in it to make it quite clear he had no intention of moving.
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Date: 2007-01-22 03:34 pm (UTC)He would not ruin his sister's breakfast. Damn the man, he knew it.
After a moment he grabbed a piece of the newspaper from Yohji and ruffled it open, sitting down stiffly across the table.
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Date: 2007-01-22 06:34 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-01-22 07:13 pm (UTC)"I think you need to keep that section," he stated. Just what was Yohji implying, anyway? Out of the two of them Ran was the better dresser, hands down.
Oh, for the sake of - He didn't care, he had to remind himself.
He ruffled the paper again, pointedly. The sports section. He considered for a moment, then leaned across the table, snatching the marketplace insert. He tossed the sports section down. "There."
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Date: 2007-01-22 07:32 pm (UTC)He couldn't help glancing down at his own shirt for a fraction of a second though, ever so slightly paranoid about whatever it was Ran seemed to be criticizing. But no way, it was perfect. Pink is totally the new black this season, Ran must be blind. Yohji smiled, content that he looked fabulous, and took back the remainder of the paper; only to discard the sports section entirely and flip to the comics.
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Date: 2007-01-22 07:38 pm (UTC)Ran glanced at what Yohji circled, then back to his own section of newspaper. "That does cover more skin than what you usually wear. Good choice."
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Date: 2007-01-22 08:05 pm (UTC)He headed upstairs and knocked loudly on the door to Ken’s room. “Ken-kuuuun! Wake up! There are hot pancakes on the table!”
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Date: 2007-01-22 08:37 pm (UTC)"I love what you've done with your hair today, Aya chan," he did his best to smile sincerily.
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Date: 2007-01-22 08:45 pm (UTC)How dare Yohji act like that. He had embarrassed him in front of his sister, and now was acting like nothing had happened. He stared hard at the newspaper, jaw clenched. And now he was complimenting her, like he had the right.
Slowly he let out his breath. Omi was right, though. He had ruined Aya-chan's breakfast.
He couldn't act like he had been with his teammates. At least not in front of Aya-chan.
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Date: 2007-01-23 02:22 am (UTC)Staring at the others with her mouth slightly open, Aya-Chan wondered if it had been a good idea to suggest a sit down together. How - or rather, why - on earth had they been able to stand living together for the past few years? Still, she thought, accidentally allowing a small giggle, it was rather amusing to watch and it was most definitely better than the awkward feeling she'd been having ever since she came here.
Nonetheless, it was still a relief to see Ken and Omi walk through the door.
[Moving on?]